| To Expect The Unexpected. | Tuesday, May 31, 2011 |
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I am home! What better way to celebrate than to just submerge myself in the wonderful world of technology, and the comforts of my home?
So momentary indulgence aside, I actually really enjoyed the KKB trip. True enough, we were all pretty negative and being constant whiners on the first night there..but hey, it turned out pretty good anyway. Of course the actual hospital rotation work actually kinda bored me after the first two days, but the non-medical parts of the trip were the best part of it.
There was the company. I think I spent more than half of my time in KKB laughing like a hyena and going equally as insane as the crazy company I had. Seriously, the nonsense and crap that we did and crapped about. It's all just one big LOL.
Due to the unfortunate timing of my trip, I had to spend my birthday there. And that turned out to be the best part of the trip. For me anyway, haha, what do you expect, you're asking the birthday girl, I'm being biased. But I do think it really was the best birthday celebration I've gotten so far. *cue big cheesy smile*
Yippee, back to mugging for now then. The joy.
Big cheesy smile at the world ~Mel
| An Ingrained Procrastination Instinct. | Wednesday, May 25, 2011 |
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Rotations! Yeap, part and parcel of a medical student's life. I'll be leaving for Kuala Kubu Bharu in approximately 4 and 1/2 hours. Well..all I can prolly expect is..it's going to be one new experience for me.
Onto past matters, Acoustic Night is over thank goodness, now I can really start studying for my EOS and make sure I make it through without having to repeat. Actually I don't know if it should be thank goodness..the idea of mugging consecutively for 5 weeks..err, not too inviting.
Had my interview with a difficult patient, I got a long-winded patient. Honestly, it was quite fun. For me anyway, but that was probably because the patient I got was so nice as compared to the other patients the rest got which were, to be honest, quite frustrating. And apparently, I'm too nice..which makes me a dangerous doctor. Haha, well that's a first. First I was a heartless doctor who showed no empathy and now I'm too nice. Haha!
Actually..yea okay, I have no idea why I'm even blogging. Sometimes I do the randomest things. Like just now, I picked up "Dear John" and decided to just start reading it. Yea now. When the only things I should be reading is like..mama patho and lecture notes. I think it's some ingrained procrastination instinct I have, it just comes naturally. Haha, not exactly a good thing. Oh wells.
Goodbye to technology for 6 days & 5 nights, haha ~Mel
| An Ineffective Holiday | Monday, May 02, 2011 |
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So the first thing I do when I got wifi when I got back home was open Facebook. And the first few things to welcome me home was a nice little squabble on my committee's page about an upcoming event. Brilliant.
I really don't get the point of going for a holiday when the moment you go for a holiday, you forget everything, or at least you try to forget and shut down your guilty conscience, and when you come back home and back to the sad sad reality of ordinary life, you get smacked in the face with a whole load of unresolved matters and a heck load of guilty conscience. Boom, there goes all that rest and relaxation.
These are the times when I just want to smack myself in the head and ask why on earth did I agree to being president. Not only do you have to ensure that everything runs smoothly, you have to make sure that the decisions that you make are the right ones. Which brings me to question my own decision as to if that's the right one. Which brings me to doubt myself and question my capabilities. Which brings me to the brink of wanting to resign from this damned post so that I can live slightly less stress-free.
Because really, it's not as if I already don't have enough to do. Already I'm behind on my studies, really really behind, which brings me to question again what was the point of that holiday. I'm behind in so many aspects of my life that I just want everything to just..STOP.
I think I've fallen into a deep pitch-black chasm of negativity.
~Mel
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