You know it wasn't. 

And believe me when I said I tried. 

Because I really did. 

Truly. 

But then you decided that it wasn't enough. 

So what option was I left it?

Can this ever be a one-sided thing?  

They say that I'm being ridiculous for going on with this- thinking, remembering, wishing, hoping.

Maybe I am being ridiculous.

But what else can I do?

You left me this way, broken. And to say that it doesn't hurt would be a lie. 

So why can't I stop remembering the times that we had, the moments that we shared? 

Why can't I just stop thinking about you?